can i?

can i stop being labile girl?
can i stop being not focus about anything?
can i stop caring about "them"?
can i stop thinking about all my pain?
can i stop hoping to get him?
can i stop hoping "our friendship" be like before, like nothing ever happened?
can i stop wishing everyone not change?
can i stop hating myself?
can i stop living my life?
can i stop breathing right now?
can i die sooner?

can i, or should i?